SMANSAGO
2011
PRESENT
YOUR LOVE
IS MY DRUG
Corected
by :
Drs.
Edy Sulistyo
Created
By :
Afifah
Rizki Yunitasari
XII
IPS 1 / 01
For
copyright reasons this edition is not for sale outside SMANSAGO.
Gombong,
January….2011,
The
English Teacher,
Drs. Edy
Sulistyo
Alhamdulillahirobbil’alamin,
Finally, I could finish this novel. It is
not only made by me, but also by these great people. They are:
My family, who make me feel I am so lucky having them (especially for my
wonder mom and my super dad)
My second family, XII IPS 1. Thank you for
being my inspiration
Mr.Edi and Mrs.Peni, for everything you’ve
given to me. I hope that the next time you meet me. I succeed to be, at least,
as expert as you in English.
Someone or more than one person, who
always support me and I couldn’t mention
you one by one.
YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG
I have been living in Lombok since
1993, “ Kiara Nagaluh” is my name. but my family and
people who know me call Kiara. I have been living with my parent and one sister.
I’m 17 years old and grade X in Wonderland High School.
( kriing….kring) it is time to wake up ! I
must go to school this day. In my lovely class there is bad boy, he was
football player in my school and capten of it. He is Dimas. Dimas always distrubed
me, I don’t know , why he always disturbed me? my friends think suppose that
Dimas likes me. Is it true? No Kiara. But if it true , I don’t glad to be Dimas’s
girl friend, because he is bad boy in the world. I hate him so much !
But by the time Dimas became good boy,
he didn’t naughty again. Every time that I saw him, he always smile for me.
Dimas became nice and humorist, so we could be chummy by the time. I don’t know
much about him, because he always hide his problem. He always smile in the
middle of his angry, that case which make me love him, but he also bring me
float away in this sadness.
In the afternoon, my friends make a
plan to have dinner it’s about their meeting for football team member.
‘‘Kiara, I wil truant…’’ Dimas asaid.
‘‘Why?’’
‘’Emmmm….. nothing, just my mother
called me sometimes ago, she asked me to accompany her to the mall….’’
‘‘okayy’’
‘‘Thanks Kiara…’’
I
don’t know when this feeling turn up. I love him very much . it was beginning
when I go to restaurant with Aldi to buy some food. We tell about Dimas and his
girl friend.
‘‘
I know that Dimas go to his girl friend yesterday.’’ Aldi said.
I’m
shocked that Dimas have girl friend. I hate it. I keep silent and hide this
feeling.
‘‘Kiara….’’ Aldi said
‘‘Haa…yes..’’
‘‘Are you okay?’’
‘‘Oh ..yes..’’
My
heart is broken ..everyone help me please !!!! I decided to go home. From
there, I am become more clam, so do him. I think about my self, whats wrong
with me? I am just his friend, why I am jealous and broken heart if he has girl
friend ? I am so stupid girl.
On the way…..
‘‘Haii…’’ Zazkia slapped my shoulder
and made me was woken from my musing.
Zazkia
Her full name was Tivani Zazkia Maharani.
People often call her, Zazkia. She was my best friend.
‘‘What are you doing here?’’ asked
her.
‘‘Ohh Zazkia.. ! I don’t to kidd now.
Do you not see if I am walking to go home?’’
‘‘Ohh Kiara,.. What happen with you ?
Don’t be angry with me. I just want to know what happen with you.’’
‘‘I am so sorry, I am confused now.’’
‘‘Hmmm,Don’t do like that again. Tell
me about your problem …’’
‘‘Ohh yaaa..’’
‘‘Come on go to the café !’’
Then we went to the café and I told
Zazkia all about Dimas. When the first I met him until met him in the school. I
also told her about my feeling when I was near Dimas.
******
Im smiling alone in badroom, try to be
happy. I promise to my self to be good friend for him, but my heart can’t lie.
I couldn’t slept last night, because I
am crying along night. I must be fotgetting it. I am cry, this world like dark
room.
‘‘Kiara … What’s wrong with you?’’
Dimas ask.
‘‘I keep silent..’’
‘‘ Kiara.. Please tell me !’’
‘‘ Go away, please . I don’t want look
you here.’’ I said.
‘‘Okay, that is you want, but call me
please, I am so sorry Kiara..’’
******
In
the evening, Dimas invite me to go restaurant Coffee Toffe. If I look Dimas, my
heart is broken , my hesrt is crying. I can’t forget this feeling.
‘‘Kiara … Im sorry I never tell you
about my girl friend…’’ he said
‘‘yaaa… not problem’’
‘‘Kiara… my girl friend invited me to
finish this relationship…I love her very much..she feel that I am very protective,
she doesn’t pleasant with me….’’
‘‘What ? he said that you protective ?’’
I
don’t believe it. I can’t ask it to him because he is perfect man for me. Then
, he tell all about his girl friend with me until 09.00 pm. I am affected when
he said he believe me. I love him very much. Finally, we back home together. I
am crying at home. After that he usually tells about his girl friend. I am,
more understood how about him. I hope, someday he have someone who rally love
him.
******
‘‘Kiaraa … Wait me.’’said someone.
‘‘Yeaahh, Who are you ?’
‘I
am Kevin, how are you ? do you still remember me ? I am student of Seoul high school,
I met you on Justin bieber’s concert.
‘‘mmmm
wait…… Kvin….ohhh ! yaaa …it’s you . I am fine, what are you doing here ?’
‘I
bought book, oh eaa…I with my mother moved from Bandung, and now I stay in here.’
Kevin said.
‘Ohh
ya ? that’s good news. It is 04.00 am, let’s go home!’
‘Yeaaahh
Lets go!’
******
‘Love me..love me say that you love
me, kiss me kiss me say that you miss me….’ Song justin bieber sung in kiara’s
room.
‘‘Hello?’’
‘‘tuuuutt…tutt..tutt.’’
‘‘huhhhh! Who is this?’’
A few minutes ago, there is one
message from mysterious number.
*******
Teet…teeet…teetttt..
Bell to go home was rung, I entered
my books into my bag. Then I went to Zazkia’s house soon. I waited for bus, but
nothing that appeared. Suddenly, a motorcycle stopped in front of me. A boy who
rid the motorcycle opened his helmet. Once again, eza gave me surprised.
‘‘What are you doing here ?’’
asked Kevin.
‘‘Me? Ouuuhh…. I am waiting for
bus.’’
‘‘Will you go home?’’
‘‘No…. I will go my friend’s
house.’’
‘‘Okay… Go up ! I will take you
there.’’
‘‘Let’s go….’’
I thought for a minutes, it
wasn’t wrong if I went to Zaskia’s house with him. Kevin was just my friend and
he wasn’t special for me.
Then we arrived in front of
Zazkia’s house. And few minutes ago, we
must go home.
‘‘Okay ….. I will take you go
home carefully.’’
Kevin took off his jacket, and
then he gave it to me.
‘‘Please, wear it ! I don’t
want you become sick because of me.’’
I follow his request. I became
proud of him. I felt that he cares me so much. I had’t been cared like this before. In the other
side, I wanted to be loyal girl, but
sometime wanted to be cared like that.
‘‘How are with you ?’’
‘‘Don’t ever mind. I have been
usual.’’
‘‘Thanks.’’ I said slowly.
I felt very comfortable when I
wore his jacket. I thought .. I was just dreaming.
*******
In the school ….
‘‘Kevin… how about your jacket
?’’
‘‘Kiaraaa..
it’s not problem. You can give me back someday, whatever Kiara.’’
‘‘What?’’
‘‘Yaaaa… why?’’
‘‘Hmmmm nothing. I will give
back your jacket tomorrow, okay?’’
‘‘Yaaahh, okay .’’
‘‘ Thanks before.’’
Teeeett ….teeeeeeettt..teett
This bel is ringing, I and zazkia run
go to class. We afraid that we are late. The first lesson is language .
we sit down side by side. At school … I didn’t look Dimas. Where is he ? I
don’t know..the bel ringing, yeaaahh it’s time to break … I try to call Dimas,
but the mobile said ‘ The number you are calling is not active, please try again later. And I try to call Dimas’s home, his mother
said that he didn’t stay at home. Class is finished. I come home alone.
*******
This
day is Sunday , ahaaay ! it is free time …
Kevin invite me to the beach. Kevin’s
car ringing … he come to my house for me .. I going with him at 8.00 am.
‘‘ What do you think kiara?’’
‘‘Mmm .. nothing , just feeling happy
with you, hehe’’
‘‘Are you sure? Me too kiara..’’
‘‘Yeaaahhh…’’
In
the beach, I feel happy with Kevin, happy together.
‘‘Kiara…
What are you hungry?’’
‘‘Yes…
I am hungry now and I think I can eat many foods in the restaurant…’’
‘‘Hmm
okay sweety , I know a café which is good enough. If I feel alone I like going
there. What do you want to there? It may be able to lose your hunger. I will
threat you..’’
‘‘Okay
baby…’’
Then,
we went there. The café is more
interesting than the restaurant. It is more romantic and I feel comfortable
there.
‘‘We
take the seat that is my favorite seat.’’
‘‘Hay
Vin…’’ greeted a waitress.
‘‘Is
she your girl friend?’’ asked her again.
‘‘Ohh
… yaaa,..’’
‘‘She
is so beautiful Vin..’’
‘‘Thanks..’’
said me.
‘‘What’s
menu today?’’
‘‘Like
usual’’
‘‘And
you?’’ asked her to me.
‘‘Like
him too.’’
‘‘Okay
wait for minutes, I will bring your order.’’
Then
the waitress went to put our order. Not
long after , our order came. We ate and we talked more. He and I talked like we
had known a long time.
Finaly, We back to home at 04.00 pm. I must
back home alone, because Kevin must go to hospital to visit his brother. Huff ! I want to sleap early, I’m so happy
today. I hope Kevin can make me happy forever.
*******
My
phone ringing..
‘‘Hello
Kiara. You promise with us to went Dimas’s house, but you didn’t came. Why Kiara
?’’
‘‘I’m
so sorry Zazkia, I went with Kevin to the beach. I forgot about it, I’m so
sorry….’’
‘‘What
? Kevin ?’’
‘‘Sorry..’’
‘‘Tell
me ! Do you have special relationship with Kevin ?’’
‘‘Yes
Zaz, Yes I have.’’
‘‘Why
don’t you tell me ? I’m your friend Kiara, you forget our friendship !’’
Tut..tut..tut
( lost contact)
Oh
my god ! Zazkia angry with me, what must I do ?
In
the school, I tell about last night with Kevin. He attack my hand. I’m very
fight if she didn’t forgive me. Class
finished.. I and Kevin go to Zazkia’s house, We came to Zazkia, there is Citra
and Dimas in there .
‘‘Zazkia..’’
‘‘Kevin…
Kiara..’’
‘‘I
will tell you about I and Kiara’’ Kevin said.
‘‘So..’’
Zazkia said.
‘‘Okayy…
we have this special relationship 2 week ago, sorry if Kiara didn’t tell you about
it.’’
Dimas
is just quite, He didn’t speak anything. I am just quite too.
‘‘Kiara..,
who am I ??’’
Zazkia
close the door before Citra and Dimas enter her home. I am just crying. Kevin invited me back to home.
*******
3
days ago, this experience composed and I didn’t forget it. Zazkia still angry
with me. she didn’t speak anything in the class or anywhere if I meet she. Then
my phone is ringing, there is a message from someone. Yeaaahh this message
received from Dimas.
Dimas
answer my message.
********
It is 05.30 am . I must take bath for go to
school. After that I have breakfast with my mom in the dinning room. By 06.30 I
go to school alone without someone.
‘‘Zazkia…….’’
‘‘Forgive
me please..’’ I said.
‘
‘Okay Kiara..’’ Zazkia said.
‘‘Zaz..
thank you..you forgive me….I’m very happy.’’
‘‘Yah,
my good always forgive to his human wafare and I do too….’’
‘‘
Zaz… back to home together..okay ?’’ I said.
‘‘Hmmm
.. okay, but I will go to mall. I will buy some book.’’
‘‘It’s
okay..’’
‘‘
Kiaraaa… Zazkiaa.. let’s go enter your class !’’ Mrs. Dina said.
‘‘
Okay Mrs.Dina….’’
At
2.00 pm, it’is time that all student of Wonderland school come back. But I and
Zazkia will buy some book. We went to mall by taxi. We tell about our
experience on the way. We search books anywhere from 2.30 pm until 3.30 pm but
no one book bought by Zazkia.
‘‘Zaz…
I’m so tired.. How are we go to restaurant? I’m hungry…’’
‘‘Okay…
I am hungry too..’’
We
walked to one of restaurant in this mall.
‘‘What?????’’
Zazkia said.
‘‘Why
Zazkia?’’
‘‘Look
t there!!!! He is Kevin, isn’t it ?’’
‘‘Where
is he?’’
‘‘in
the AW !!’’
‘‘What
? Who is she ? ‘’
I
wanted came to him but I was very
surprised. Suddenly when a girl who was beside Kevin joined hand to him. He say that he was going
to the doctor.
‘‘Kiaara..
wait . please you must be calm….’’
‘‘But….he..’’
‘‘I
know, ohh ya … you are caliing him and asking where are he now? Okey ..’’
I
put my phone and called him.
‘‘Hello
Vin….’’ I said.
‘‘Yaaa
?’’
‘‘Vin….
Where are you?’’
‘‘What?’’
‘‘Where
are you Vin?’’
‘‘Ohh
…. Eemm… emmmm I am going to the doctor because my mother is sick.’’
I
closed my phone.
‘‘Arggggggggggggggggg!’’
‘‘What did he say Kiara ?’’
‘‘
He say going to the doctor.’’
I
run to Kevin.
PLaaaaakkkkkkkkk…
I
blow with the flat hand to his cheek.
‘‘Kiaraaa..’’
Kevin said.
‘‘I
will explain all. That is no like you see.’’
‘‘What
are you doing there? Who is she?’’
‘‘I’m
his girlfriend. Who are you ? Why you blow him ?’’ she said.
‘‘What??’’
‘‘Kiara..
please…’’
‘Okay
Vin… Forget about our relationship… I hate you . No matter that must be
explain. All those have been clear. I think you aren’t same wit all boys here,
but the fact that you aren’t different with all boy. We break now !
‘‘Sweety
, don’t break me, I do love you.’’
‘‘I
don’t give a damn about you.’’
I
run and cried. I came back to Zazkia. Zazkia
chased me. He take my hand. I’m so sad.
‘‘Zaz..
I didn’t believe it..’’
‘‘Yes
..Kiara.. I know about it.. You are so sad and I must be honest about it. I
know about it Kiara…. So I am dissagrement if you have special relationship
with him…’
‘‘
Why didn’t told me Zaz…’’
‘’I
don’t know what can I do?”
I back home quickly and Zazkiaa does too. She
always make me quite down. I’m just cried.
In
the house, my mother very confused with my strange behavior. She asked me what
happen with me but I was just silent. I entered to my room no say anything else
to my mother.
********
It
is 1.00 am , oh my god… I can’t sleep and stop this crying.. I’m so confuse..
please..help me..
Finnaly
at 3.00 am I can be slept. I cried loudly, I have been broken heart. I thought
I won’t have aboy again. I was tired to
face boys who had always been lie me, all boys were same ! all boys were
playboy ! I hate Kevin.
Kevin , you ever said that you love
me, but..
I cried again, I couldn’t say
anything. My mother knocked on my room’s door.
After she knew if my room’s door wasn’t knocked, she opened it.
‘‘Honey… Don’t cry . come on my girl.
That’s not good for you. I know if broken heart is very painful. Before I marry
with your father, I have broken heart. There are many boys who can understand
you than your boys before.’’
‘‘Yaa mom , thank you..’’
‘‘Okay, have a nice dream honey.’’
********
‘‘Kiara…Do you go to school now ?’’ my mother said.
‘‘Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….’’
‘‘What is the time? It is 6.45 am .. I
must be late…’’
‘‘Mom I go to school now..’’
‘‘Do
you bath?’’
‘’Hehehe,
no mom .. I must be late if bath..’’
‘‘Do
you breakfast?’’
‘‘No
mom, byeee mom’’
‘‘Be
careful my girl….’’
I
run go to school. I am so tired and my face looked pale.
‘‘Hay
Kiara…How are you today?’’ said Dimas.
‘‘Hmmm
I’m not fine..’’
‘‘Why?’’
‘’Nothing..’’
‘‘Kia…’’
‘‘Please
Dim. Don’t be annoy me!’’
‘‘Okay..
Im sorry..’’
I
entered my class. There is Zazkia, she looked sad…
‘‘Kiara
… I am sorry about yesterday….” She said.
‘‘Zazkia,
Please forget it… I hate him, Don’t speak his name in front of me, okay ?’’
‘‘Okay
Kiara…’’
*********
Five
months later…..
I didn’t have a boy now, I just
thought my life and my dream not a boy. Since the event ago, I didn’t give a
damn to Kevin. He always came to my class if it was break, but I had gone out
before he came. I always avoided him. I didn’t went to met him.
Today my first exam, I had studied
very hard. I want to refresh my mind, but my holiday was lost, because I must
do everything for festival music in Wonderland school.
This
lesson in this day finished . I back home quickly, because so tired. But I must
go to the canteen,.
‘‘Kiara..
I am so sorry about anything, five months ago I didn’t say sorry, because I
afraid if you angry again with me.…’’
‘‘Ya
ya ya.. Okay . I am sorry too..’’
‘‘Have
you time today?’’ asked Dimas.
‘‘Nothing,
but today I was tired.’’
‘‘Hufff…
I want to invited you date today,but…..’’
‘‘What?
Dating with me?’’ asked me.
‘‘Yaaa…invited
you date, How?’’
‘‘Hmmmm…
Okay ! pick me up at 03.00 pm. Might I chose the plase? I want to go fishing.’’
‘‘Okay…
I know good place for fishing.’’
‘‘Whatever.’’
After
went home I prepared my self to date with Dimas. He pick me up on time. He
bought a big bag that was contained two fishhooks.
Not
long away, we arrived in a beach. We searched a good place for fishing. Dimas
put out his fishhooks.
‘‘Can
you fish?’’
‘‘I
can’t do it..’’
He
smiled and threw his fishhook. Then he helped me to throw my fishhook. We waited
for a long time, but there was no fish that could be caught. An hour was
crossed and my fishhook moved. Woww ! there was a fist that ate my fish worm. I
am very happy.
‘‘I
get a fish ..’’ said me.
‘‘Huh..
you just fortune now. Dimas answered.’’
‘‘Than
you, until now you haven’t gotten a fish. It means that I am clever than you. (
we laughing).’’
Finally,
there was no fish again and Dimas couldn’t show his great to me. Then we
finished our fishing. I invited Dimas to take a picture and we walked in the
seashore. Not long way, he said that he love me. I am just keep silent, I don’t
know what must I say and I confused that time.
‘‘Kiara…What
are you doing now ? There is Dimas..’’ my mother said.
‘
‘Hummm …Okay mom ..’’
I
invite him.
‘‘What
can I do for you Dim?’’
Wait
…. He is Dimas…He looked so gentelment.
‘‘Ehmmmm
Nothing Kiara…Sorry if I am annoy you..’’
‘‘And
then …’’
‘‘Hmm
… Lets go with me…’’ said Dimas.
I
was surprised when I saw candlepower that was arranged to be heart’s on the
water of the fishpond.
‘‘That’s
very amazing.’’
‘‘Do
you like it ?’’ a voice that came from behind me was broken my surprise.
‘‘Dimas
! Do you make it?’’
‘‘Yes,
just for you.’’
‘’For
me ? it is a great surprise seeing it. That’s very beautiful.’’
‘‘Kiara…’’Dimas
took my hand and grasped it.
‘‘Yes…’’
‘‘I
…..I …’’
‘‘What
Dim ?’’
‘‘
Emm .. I will speak secret sentence..’’
‘‘
I love you Kiara..’’
What
did he said? I am very confuse. I didn’t speak anything.
‘‘Kiara….
Do you love me?’’
‘‘Dim
… it’s true?’’
‘Yes..Kiara….
about my girlfriend.. I don’t have special relationship with someone. I am very
love you.. Do you want to be my girl?’
‘‘Emmmmmmmmmm….’’
I
still quite until my mom bring some drink and some food. Then my mother go to diniing
room.
‘‘Kiara…
Please answer my question…’’
I
love him, but … Argggggggggggggggggggg….Oh my god help me ..
‘‘eeeeeem
…’’
‘‘How
about you Kiara?’’ asked Dimas.
‘‘Dim
… I love you too..’’
‘‘It’s
true ?’’
‘‘Yaaa…..’’
‘‘So…
You are my girl friend now….’’
‘‘How
about you?’’
Hahahaha…
we are laughed together. I was happy
near him. Since I broke heart because Kevin, I often dated with Dimas, Once I
dated with him, he also said that he loved me, but that time I can’t answered
his question. And now I received his request because he had been success making
me love him and I also had forgotten Kevin. Every day I go to School with him.
I am very love him. I am believe that Dimas didn’t same with Kevin. I couldn’t
say anything again because I was very happy today. The moon also seemed very
beautiful. I wouldn’t ever forget this beautiful moment forever . and YOUR LOVE
IS MY DRUG . Love you my Prince…..
THE
END
About Writer
My full name is Afifah Rizki Yunitasari. I have been living in Karangbolong
villlage in Buayan. Now, I am studying in Senior High School 1 Gombong class
XII IPS 1. I have good best friends as my family in school, tanks for all. I
hope we will be best and we will be success.
I am so sorry
for my mistakes that I ever do to you. Don’t ever forget me, guys !
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