Cerpen karyaku "Your Love is My Drug"

SMANSAGO

2011 PRESENT

YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG

Corected by :

Drs. Edy Sulistyo

Created By :

Afifah Rizki Yunitasari

XII IPS 1 / 01

          For copyright reasons this edition is not for sale outside SMANSAGO.

Gombong, January….2011,

The English Teacher,

Drs. Edy Sulistyo  

Alhamdulillahirobbil’alamin,

Finally, I could finish this novel. It is not only made by me, but also by these great people. They are:

My family, who make me feel  I am so lucky having them (especially for my wonder mom and my super dad)

My second family, XII IPS 1. Thank you for being my inspiration

Mr.Edi and Mrs.Peni, for everything you’ve given to me. I hope that the next time you meet me. I succeed to be, at least, as expert as you in English.

Someone or more than one person, who always  support me and I couldn’t mention you one by one.

YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG

                       

          I have been living in Lombok since 1993,      “ Kiara Nagaluh” is my name. but my family and people who know me call Kiara. I have been living with my parent and one sister. I’m 17 years old and grade X in Wonderland High School.

 ( kriing….kring) it is time to wake up ! I must go to school this day. In my lovely class there is bad boy, he was football player in my school and capten of it. He is Dimas. Dimas always distrubed me, I don’t know , why he always disturbed me? my friends think suppose that Dimas likes me. Is it true? No Kiara. But if it true , I don’t glad to be Dimas’s girl friend, because he is bad boy in the world. I hate him so much !

          But by the time Dimas became good boy, he didn’t naughty again. Every time that I saw him, he always smile for me. Dimas became nice and humorist, so we could be chummy by the time. I don’t know much about him, because he always hide his problem. He always smile in the middle of his angry, that case which make me love him, but he also bring me float away in this sadness.

          In the afternoon, my friends make a plan to have dinner it’s about their meeting for football team member.

          ‘‘Kiara, I wil truant…’’ Dimas asaid.

          ‘‘Why?’’

          ‘’Emmmm….. nothing, just my mother called me sometimes ago, she asked me to accompany her to the mall….’’

          ‘‘okayy’’

          ‘‘Thanks Kiara…’’

I don’t know when this feeling turn up. I love him very much . it was beginning when I go to restaurant with Aldi to buy some food. We tell about Dimas and his girl friend.

‘‘ I know that Dimas go to his girl friend yesterday.’’ Aldi said.

I’m shocked that Dimas have girl friend. I hate it. I keep silent and hide this feeling.

          ‘‘Kiara….’’ Aldi said

          ‘‘Haa…yes..’’

          ‘‘Are you okay?’’

          ‘‘Oh ..yes..’’

My heart is broken ..everyone help me please !!!! I decided to go home. From there, I am become more clam, so do him. I think about my self, whats wrong with me? I am just his friend, why I am jealous and broken heart if he has girl friend ? I am so stupid girl.

 On the way…..

          ‘‘Haii…’’ Zazkia slapped my shoulder and made me was woken from my musing.

          Zazkia

          Her full name was Tivani Zazkia Maharani. People often call her, Zazkia. She was my best friend.

          ‘‘What are you doing here?’’ asked her.

          ‘‘Ohh Zazkia.. ! I don’t to kidd now. Do you not see if I am walking to go home?’’

          ‘‘Ohh Kiara,.. What happen with you ? Don’t be angry with me. I just want to know what happen with you.’’

          ‘‘I am so sorry, I am confused now.’’

          ‘‘Hmmm,Don’t do like that again. Tell me about your problem …’’

          ‘‘Ohh yaaa..’’

          ‘‘Come on go to the café !’’

          Then we went to the café and I told Zazkia all about Dimas. When the first I met him until met him in the school. I also told her about my feeling when I was near Dimas.

******

          Im smiling alone in badroom, try to be happy. I promise to my self to be good friend for him, but my heart can’t lie. I couldn’t slept last night,  because I am crying along night. I must be fotgetting it. I am cry, this world like dark room.

          ‘‘Kiara … What’s wrong with you?’’ Dimas ask.

          ‘‘I keep silent..’’

          ‘‘ Kiara.. Please tell me !’’

          ‘‘ Go away, please . I don’t want look you here.’’ I said.

          ‘‘Okay, that is you want, but call me please, I am so sorry Kiara..’’

                  

******

In the evening, Dimas invite me to go restaurant Coffee Toffe. If I look Dimas, my heart is broken , my hesrt is crying. I can’t forget this feeling.

          ‘‘Kiara … Im sorry I never tell you about my girl friend…’’ he said

          ‘‘yaaa… not problem’’

          ‘‘Kiara… my girl friend invited me to finish this relationship…I love her very much..she feel that I am very protective, she doesn’t pleasant with me….’’

          ‘‘What ? he said that you protective ?’’

I don’t believe it. I can’t ask it to him because he is perfect man for me. Then , he tell all about his girl friend with me until 09.00 pm. I am affected when he said he believe me. I love him very much. Finally, we back home together. I am crying at home. After that he usually tells about his girl friend. I am, more understood how about him. I hope, someday he have someone who rally love him.

******

          ‘‘Kiaraa … Wait me.’’said someone.

‘‘Yeaahh,  Who are you ?’

‘I am Kevin, how are you ? do you still remember me ? I am student of Seoul high school, I met you on Justin bieber’s concert.

‘‘mmmm wait…… Kvin….ohhh ! yaaa …it’s you . I am fine, what are you doing here ?’

‘I bought book, oh eaa…I with my mother moved from Bandung, and now I stay in here.’ Kevin said.

‘Ohh ya ? that’s good news. It is 04.00 am, let’s go home!’

‘Yeaaahh Lets go!’

******

          ‘Love me..love me say that you love me, kiss me kiss me say that you miss me….’ Song justin bieber sung in kiara’s room.

          ‘‘Hello?’’

          ‘‘tuuuutt…tutt..tutt.’’

          ‘‘huhhhh! Who is this?’’

          A few minutes ago, there is one message from mysterious number.

         

         

         

 

         

                                                                                     

 

                            

*******

Teet…teeet…teetttt..

Bell to go home was rung, I entered my books into my bag. Then I went to Zazkia’s house soon. I waited for bus, but nothing that appeared. Suddenly, a motorcycle stopped in front of me. A boy who rid the motorcycle opened his helmet. Once again, eza gave me surprised.

‘‘What are you doing here ?’’ asked Kevin.

‘‘Me? Ouuuhh…. I am waiting for bus.’’

‘‘Will you go home?’’

‘‘No…. I will go my friend’s house.’’

‘‘Okay… Go up ! I will take you there.’’

‘‘Let’s go….’’

I thought for a minutes, it wasn’t wrong if I went to Zaskia’s house with him. Kevin was just my friend and he wasn’t special for me.

Then we arrived in front of Zazkia’s house. And few minutes ago, we  must go home.

‘‘Okay ….. I will take you go home carefully.’’

Kevin took off his jacket, and then he gave it to me.

‘‘Please, wear it ! I don’t want you become sick because of me.’’

I follow his request. I became proud of him. I felt that he cares me so much. I had’t  been cared like this before. In the other side,  I wanted to be loyal girl, but sometime wanted to be cared like that.

‘‘How are with you ?’’

‘‘Don’t ever mind. I have been usual.’’

‘‘Thanks.’’ I said slowly.

I felt very comfortable when I wore his jacket. I thought .. I was just dreaming.

*******

In the school  ….

‘‘Kevin… how about your jacket ?’’

‘‘Kiaraaa.. it’s not problem. You can give me back someday, whatever Kiara.’’

‘‘What?’’

‘‘Yaaaa… why?’’

‘‘Hmmmm nothing. I will give back your jacket tomorrow, okay?’’

‘‘Yaaahh, okay .’’

‘‘ Thanks before.’’

          Teeeett ….teeeeeeettt..teett

          This bel is ringing, I and zazkia run go to class. We  afraid that  we are late. The first lesson is language . we sit down side by side. At school … I didn’t look Dimas. Where is he ? I don’t know..the bel ringing, yeaaahh it’s time to break … I try to call Dimas, but the mobile said ‘ The number you are calling is not active,  please try again later.  And I try to call Dimas’s home, his mother said that he didn’t stay at home. Class is finished. I come home alone.

*******

This day is Sunday , ahaaay ! it is free time …  Kevin invite me to the beach.  Kevin’s car ringing … he come to my house for me .. I going with him at 8.00 am.

          ‘‘ What do you think kiara?’’

          ‘‘Mmm .. nothing , just feeling happy with you, hehe’’

          ‘‘Are you sure? Me too kiara..’’

          ‘‘Yeaaahhh…’’

In the beach, I feel happy with Kevin, happy together.

‘‘Kiara… What are you hungry?’’

‘‘Yes… I am hungry now and I think I can eat many foods in the restaurant…’’

‘‘Hmm okay sweety , I know a café which is good enough. If I feel alone I like going there. What do you want to there? It may be able to lose your hunger. I will threat you..’’

‘‘Okay baby…’’

Then, we went  there. The café is more interesting than the restaurant. It is more romantic and I feel comfortable there.

‘‘We take the seat that is my favorite seat.’’

‘‘Hay Vin…’’ greeted a waitress.

‘‘Is she your girl friend?’’ asked her again.

‘‘Ohh … yaaa,..’’

‘‘She is so beautiful Vin..’’

‘‘Thanks..’’ said me.

‘‘What’s menu today?’’

‘‘Like usual’’

‘‘And you?’’ asked her to me.

‘‘Like him too.’’

‘‘Okay wait for minutes, I will bring your order.’’

Then the waitress  went to put our order. Not long after , our order came. We ate and we talked more. He and I talked like we had known a long time.

 Finaly, We back to home at 04.00 pm. I must back home alone, because Kevin must go to hospital to visit his brother.  Huff ! I want to sleap early, I’m so happy today. I hope Kevin can make me happy forever.

*******

My phone ringing..

‘‘Hello Kiara. You promise with us to went Dimas’s house, but you didn’t came. Why Kiara ?’’

‘‘I’m so sorry Zazkia, I went with Kevin to the beach. I forgot about it, I’m so sorry….’’

‘‘What ? Kevin ?’’

‘‘Sorry..’’

‘‘Tell me ! Do you have special relationship with Kevin ?’’

‘‘Yes Zaz, Yes I have.’’

‘‘Why don’t you tell me ? I’m your friend Kiara, you forget our friendship !’’

Tut..tut..tut ( lost contact)

Oh my god ! Zazkia angry with me, what must I do ?

In the school, I tell about last night with Kevin. He attack my hand. I’m very fight if she didn’t forgive me.  Class finished.. I and Kevin go to Zazkia’s house, We came to Zazkia, there is Citra and Dimas in there .

‘‘Zazkia..’’

‘‘Kevin… Kiara..’’

‘‘I will tell you about I and Kiara’’ Kevin said.

‘‘So..’’ Zazkia said.

‘‘Okayy… we have this special relationship 2 week ago, sorry if Kiara didn’t tell you about it.’’

Dimas is just quite, He didn’t speak anything. I am just quite too.

‘‘Kiara.., who am I ??’’

Zazkia close the door before Citra and Dimas enter her home. I am just crying. Kevin  invited me back to home.

*******

3 days ago, this experience composed and I didn’t forget it. Zazkia still angry with me. she didn’t speak anything in the class or anywhere if I meet she. Then my phone is ringing, there is a message from someone. Yeaaahh this message received from Dimas.

 

Dimas answer my message.

 

********

 It is 05.30 am . I must take bath for go to school. After that I have breakfast with my mom in the dinning room. By 06.30 I go to school alone without someone.

‘‘Zazkia…….’’

‘‘Forgive me please..’’ I said.

‘ ‘Okay Kiara..’’ Zazkia said.

‘‘Zaz.. thank you..you forgive me….I’m very happy.’’

‘‘Yah, my good always forgive to his human wafare and I do too….’’

‘‘ Zaz… back to home together..okay ?’’ I said.

‘‘Hmmm .. okay, but I will go to mall. I will buy some book.’’

‘‘It’s okay..’’

‘‘ Kiaraaa… Zazkiaa.. let’s go enter your class !’’ Mrs. Dina said.

‘‘ Okay Mrs.Dina….’’

At 2.00 pm, it’is time that all student of Wonderland school come back. But I and Zazkia will buy some book. We went to mall by taxi. We tell about our experience on the way. We search books anywhere from 2.30 pm until 3.30 pm but no one book bought by Zazkia.

‘‘Zaz… I’m so tired.. How are we go to restaurant? I’m hungry…’’

‘‘Okay… I am hungry too..’’

We walked to one of restaurant in this mall.

‘‘What?????’’ Zazkia said.

‘‘Why Zazkia?’’

‘‘Look t there!!!! He is Kevin, isn’t it ?’’

‘‘Where is he?’’

‘‘in the AW !!’’

‘‘What ? Who is she ? ‘’

I wanted came   to him but I was very surprised. Suddenly when a girl who was beside Kevin  joined hand to him. He say that he was going to the doctor.

‘‘Kiaara.. wait . please you must be calm….’’

‘‘But….he..’’

‘‘I know, ohh ya … you are caliing him and asking where are he now? Okey ..’’

I put my phone and called him.

‘‘Hello Vin….’’ I said.

‘‘Yaaa ?’’

‘‘Vin…. Where are you?’’

‘‘What?’’

‘‘Where are you Vin?’’

‘‘Ohh …. Eemm… emmmm I am going to the doctor because my mother is sick.’’

I closed my phone.

‘‘Arggggggggggggggggg!’’

‘‘What  did he say Kiara ?’’

‘‘ He say going to the doctor.’’

I run to Kevin.

PLaaaaakkkkkkkkk…

I blow with the flat hand to his cheek.

‘‘Kiaraaa..’’ Kevin said.

‘‘I will explain all. That is no like you see.’’

‘‘What are you doing there? Who is she?’’

‘‘I’m his girlfriend. Who are you ? Why you blow him ?’’ she said.

‘‘What??’’

‘‘Kiara.. please…’’

‘Okay Vin… Forget about our relationship… I hate you . No matter that must be explain. All those have been clear. I think you aren’t same wit all boys here, but the fact that you aren’t different with all boy. We break now !

‘‘Sweety , don’t break me, I do love you.’’

‘‘I don’t give a damn about you.’’

I run and cried.  I came back to Zazkia. Zazkia chased me. He take my hand. I’m so sad.

‘‘Zaz.. I didn’t believe it..’’

‘‘Yes ..Kiara.. I know about it.. You are so sad and I must be honest about it. I know about it Kiara…. So I am dissagrement if you have special relationship with him…’

‘‘ Why didn’t told me Zaz…’’

‘’I don’t know what can I do?”

 I back home quickly and Zazkiaa does too. She always make me quite down. I’m just cried.

In the house, my mother very confused with my strange behavior. She asked me what happen with me but I was just silent. I entered to my room no say anything else to my mother.

********

It is 1.00 am , oh my god… I can’t sleep and stop this crying.. I’m so confuse.. please..help me..

Finnaly at 3.00 am I can be slept. I cried loudly, I have been broken heart. I thought I won’t have aboy again. I  was tired to face boys who had always been lie me, all boys were same ! all boys were playboy ! I hate Kevin.

          Kevin , you ever said that you love me, but..

          I cried again, I couldn’t say anything. My mother knocked on my room’s door.  After she knew if my room’s door wasn’t knocked, she opened it.

          ‘‘Honey… Don’t cry . come on my girl. That’s not good for you. I know if broken heart is very painful. Before I marry with your father, I have broken heart. There are many boys who can understand you than your boys before.’’

          ‘‘Yaa mom , thank you..’’

          ‘‘Okay, have a nice dream honey.’’

********

          ‘‘Kiara…Do you  go to school now ?’’ my mother said.

          ‘‘Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….’’

          ‘‘What is the time? It is 6.45 am .. I must be late…’’

          ‘‘Mom I go to school now..’’

‘‘Do you bath?’’

‘’Hehehe, no mom .. I must be late if bath..’’

‘‘Do you breakfast?’’

‘‘No mom, byeee mom’’

‘‘Be careful my girl….’’

I run go to school. I am so tired and my face looked pale.

‘‘Hay Kiara…How are you today?’’ said Dimas.

‘‘Hmmm I’m not fine..’’

‘‘Why?’’

‘’Nothing..’’

‘‘Kia…’’

‘‘Please Dim. Don’t be annoy me!’’

‘‘Okay.. Im sorry..’’

I entered my class. There is Zazkia, she looked sad…

‘‘Kiara … I am sorry about yesterday….” She said.

‘‘Zazkia, Please forget it… I hate him, Don’t speak his name in front of me, okay ?’’

‘‘Okay Kiara…’’

*********

Five months later…..

          I didn’t have a boy now, I just thought my life and my dream not a boy. Since the event ago, I didn’t give a damn to Kevin. He always came to my class if it was break, but I had gone out before he came. I always avoided him. I didn’t  went to met him.

          Today my first exam, I had studied very hard. I want to refresh my mind, but my holiday was lost, because I must do everything for festival music in Wonderland school.

This lesson in this day finished . I back home quickly, because so tired. But I must go to the canteen,.

‘‘Kiara.. I am so sorry about anything, five months ago I didn’t say sorry, because I afraid if you angry again with me.…’’

‘‘Ya ya ya.. Okay . I am sorry too..’’

‘‘Have you time today?’’ asked Dimas.

‘‘Nothing, but today I was tired.’’

‘‘Hufff… I want to invited you date today,but…..’’

‘‘What? Dating with me?’’ asked me.

‘‘Yaaa…invited you date, How?’’

‘‘Hmmmm… Okay ! pick me up at 03.00 pm. Might I chose the plase? I want to go fishing.’’

‘‘Okay… I know good place for fishing.’’

‘‘Whatever.’’

After went home I prepared my self to date with Dimas. He pick me up on time. He bought a big bag that was contained two fishhooks.

Not long away, we arrived in a beach. We searched a good place for fishing. Dimas put out his fishhooks.

‘‘Can you fish?’’

‘‘I can’t do it..’’

He smiled and threw his fishhook. Then he helped me to throw my fishhook. We waited for a long time, but there was no fish that could be caught. An hour was crossed and my fishhook moved. Woww ! there was a fist that ate my fish worm. I am very happy.

‘‘I get a fish ..’’ said me.

‘‘Huh.. you just fortune now. Dimas answered.’’

‘‘Than you, until now you haven’t gotten a fish. It means that I am clever than you. ( we laughing).’’

Finally, there was no fish again and Dimas couldn’t show his great to me. Then we finished our fishing. I invited Dimas to take a picture and we walked in the seashore. Not long way, he said that he love me. I am just keep silent, I don’t know what must I say and I confused that time.

‘‘Kiara…What are you doing now ? There is Dimas..’’ my mother said.

‘ ‘Hummm …Okay mom ..’’

I invite him.

‘‘What can I do for you Dim?’’

Wait …. He is Dimas…He looked so gentelment.

‘‘Ehmmmm Nothing Kiara…Sorry if I am annoy you..’’

‘‘And then …’’

‘‘Hmm … Lets go with me…’’ said Dimas.

I was surprised when I saw candlepower that was arranged to be heart’s on the water of the fishpond.

‘‘That’s very amazing.’’

‘‘Do you like it ?’’ a voice that came from behind me was broken my surprise.

‘‘Dimas ! Do you make it?’’

‘‘Yes, just for you.’’

‘’For me ? it is a great surprise seeing it. That’s very beautiful.’’

‘‘Kiara…’’Dimas took my hand and grasped it.

‘‘Yes…’’

‘‘I …..I …’’

‘‘What Dim ?’’

‘‘ Emm .. I will speak secret sentence..’’

‘‘ I love you Kiara..’’

What did he said? I am very confuse. I didn’t speak anything.

‘‘Kiara…. Do you love me?’’

‘‘Dim … it’s true?’’

‘Yes..Kiara…. about my girlfriend.. I don’t have special relationship with someone. I am very love you.. Do you want to be my girl?’

‘‘Emmmmmmmmmm….’’

I still quite until my mom bring some drink and some food. Then my mother go to diniing room.

‘‘Kiara… Please answer my question…’’

I love him, but … Argggggggggggggggggggg….Oh my god help me ..

‘‘eeeeeem …’’

‘‘How about you Kiara?’’ asked Dimas.

‘‘Dim … I love you too..’’

‘‘It’s true ?’’

‘‘Yaaa…..’’

‘‘So… You are my girl friend now….’’

‘‘How about you?’’

Hahahaha… we are laughed together.  I was happy near him. Since I broke heart because Kevin, I often dated with Dimas, Once I dated with him, he also said that he loved me, but that time I can’t answered his question. And now I received his request because he had been success making me love him and I also had forgotten Kevin. Every day I go to School with him. I am very love him. I am believe that Dimas didn’t same with Kevin. I couldn’t say anything again because I was very happy today. The moon also seemed very beautiful. I wouldn’t ever forget this beautiful moment forever . and YOUR LOVE IS MY DRUG . Love you my Prince…..

THE END

About Writer

               My full name is Afifah Rizki   Yunitasari. I have been living in Karangbolong villlage in Buayan. Now, I am studying in Senior High School 1 Gombong class XII IPS 1. I have good best friends as my family in school, tanks for all. I hope we will be best and we will be success.

       I am so sorry for my mistakes that I ever do to you. Don’t ever forget me, guys !